I had no idea why (or maybe I know why) but I really fell in love with a song. It's Hoobastank's
Reason. Man, it wasn't the first time I heard that song but this morning was the first time I noticed that song and it reminded me of some stuffs which I can't possibly change...my past.
A long time ago, I had a huge crush on a guy (whose face I didn't really recall, don't blame me...i was 13) and knew that it was love at first sight (or crush at first sight) and my close friends knew about it...everyone except him. He was my friend and I wanted to be a good friend but ended up treating him like a trash and I still didn't know why I acted that way.
Sometimes I felt like it was something I've never been through, I wish I didn't, but that was my mistake...sometimes I didn't know why I was so mean but I learnt from my mistake and hoped that it has changed the way I thought. Still, I had lost a friend, who probably still think that I hated him for no apparent reason...or could it be that he had forgotten about me?
Anyway, I was walking down the Satok building about a year ago when I thought I saw someone who "looked" like him (I'm still not really sure). That guy stared at me and after sometime, he turned and walked away. The next time I walked pass, he was with a girl (a girlfriend, I think) but he didn't notice me. Oh, well...that was my past, not my present. I used to be really upset over him but now, my life's as good as it gets...I'm okay.
Artist: Hoobastank
Song: The Reason
Lyrics:
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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