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Sunday, May 30, 2004


nstitute for Korean Language

So darn bored today so I was checking out websites on my Favourite folder. Then, I found the link to a website where I registered to become a member months ago. Unfortunately, never really had the time to visit it again after sometime...until today.

The website add: http://korean.sogang.ac.kr

This is the online course where you can learn Korean language and their culture. Pretty awesome.






klat nac llaw ehT:.

Read the newspaper today and found this article on the purSonic Soundboards. Basically, with their devices in your room, you can listen to music without speakers since the music is coming from the wall of your room. Erm...maybe this can explain better:



purSonic soundboards can be discretely integrated in almost all walls and ceilings and can be reworked with various kinds of surfaces. Thus, for instance, plaster, wallpaper or other surfaces can be used and the result is almost unbelievably perfect sound directly from the wall or ceiling without any sound distortion.

The purSonic soundboards that are just 6-8 mm thick together with the purSonic amplifier system enable a very special experience of music and speech. It is now possible to obtain 3-D acoustics or Dolby Surround without a jumble of cables and visible loudspeakers everywhere. First-class HiFi pleasure by digitally controlled output stages as well as a minimum of feedback characteristics speaks in favour of purSonic.

Source: purSonic.com


For example, if you watch the horror movie and there's a bang or something, the wall will shake a bit, or maybe just the soundboards...will it affect the stuffs on the wall? (maybe not, I guess). You need about 5 soundboards in your room to have the feel of the situation in the movie you're watching or the taped concert you're watching. They're still developing the devices and if it works out, there's a possibility that ten years from now, speakers won't sell that well anymore. This is a project jointly developed by Siemens and Puren.






meoP:. [ The Truth You Didn't Know ]

It was Sunday afternoon at three in the afternoon,
You called me up and asked if I was free,
I told you I was busy with my work and you gotta call me back,
It was four and the cell phone rang and there was a message for me,
I read it and you told me that you needed someone to talk to,
So I told you to meet me at the park where we used to play.

When I reached there, you were sitting on the swing,
There was a card you were holding and I didn't notice,
You told me to have a sit and I sat on the other swing,
You gave me the card and invited me to your wedding,
I almost cried but congratulate you with the best smile I can show,
You were gonna be somebody's man but you don't know...

We haven't met since December year two thousand,
You were different back then and we bet on who's gonna settle earlier,
Guess I've won the bet but you wouldn't remember it at all,
Maybe it was just your destiny and I gotta let you go,
Friends gotta be happy for a friend,
And I gotta do my part and just be happy for you.



* Edit: The poem is FICTIONAL, not something I'm going through ; )






seriannoitseuq erom emoS:.

What is the time: 11.11am
Where are you: bedroom
What are you doing now: typing
Who is with you: nobody
What are you listening to: not music
What are you wearing: clothes
Have you eaten: no, just breakfast
How do you feel: bored
How do you look: as usual

Finish this:
Boys are: boys
Girls are: girls
Your boyfriend/girlfriend is: ...
School is: kiddy, unpractical
Teachers are: supposed to teach
Canteen food is: expensive and oily?
Your school building is: not big enough

You live with: family
Your house is: where my home is
Your room is: the smallest in the house
Your wardrobe is: not in my bedroom
Your study table is: not suitable for studying
Your bookshelf is: packed with my journals
Your living room is: a place to watch TV
Your kitchen is: a place to cook
Your fridge is: kinda cold

Favourite

food: anything edible
Colour: pale blue, maroon
Part of your body: all parts
Time of the day: day
Book: anything readable and well-written and not thick (or I'll just read some parts of it)
Music: mandopop, k-pop, j-pop, canton-pop, R&B
Movie: ...
Song: anything nice to my ears
Actor: Takeshi Kaneshiro
Actress: Sammi Cheng, Angelica Lee
Past time: reading, trying new stuffs, listen to music, singing
Outfit: casual or office
Jewelry: silver / platinum
Quote: "Happiness is a choice"
Feature of the opposite sex: erm...everything...but I like big eyes ; )
Car: something driveable

End time: 11.31am







tuoba kniht ot gnihtemoS:.

I was reading my friendster's bulletin board again and found this posted by a friend which reads:

If you started going out with this person, would you mind that he/she is not a virgin? How many people in his/her sexual history will you accept and why?

Give your opinions.


My opinion...

  1. Sometimes I do mind...sometimes I don't. Guessed it all depends on the situation but it's definitely better for this person to be honest with me because hiding the truth is EVEN worse than coming clean.


  2. Sometimes I do mind because if he's sexually active...then somehow I'd feel a little uncomfortable and insecure because I would be feeling kinda weird (especially in the beginning) when a little doubts crossed my mind, making me feel upset over what he has done with other girl(s).


  3. Sometimes I don't mind because even if he has slept with someone, it doesn't mean that he's a bad person. Virginity isn't really a big issue to me personally but I decided not to have sex because I didn't want my sexual history to be an issue one of these days, when I met someone who I really liked.





Friday, May 28, 2004


yadoT:.

Today was super busy...something happened and my manager was not always around. I was usually on my own today with her daughter around just in case I needed to go to the washroom.

It was kinda hectic cuz one man came to collect his finished products and there were some serious image editing to do and since there aren't anybody there to help me, I had to do them on my own.

Then I found out how much he charged his client (that man's our regular client and a middle man) and I just thought, "That's 6 times our price!!!" No wonder he kept coming back for image editing and printing. But that's okay, I love editing photos and images. I'm learning about colours all over again...






seriannoitseuQ:.

1- Do you believe that love is forever?
yup, 80% of the time. But I'm no fairy-tale character, lives changes, people changes, sometimes feelings changes but when you know you can live with someone forever, and you got the guts to pick up the challenge, that's a love.

2- Do you get hurt by people easily?
yes, but I often forget about it after a while so the bottom line, easily hurt and easily forget. There's always something to learn from a criticism or hurt.

3- Do you believe that all people are generally good at heart?
Deep down inside, everyone's an angel but sometimes some people just get so scared and become paranoid and they start to react differently.

4- Can you be anyone you want to be?
I love being myself so I stopped wanting to be anyone else.

5- Do mean people make you sad?
Sometimes...when they do something mean but if they're so mean...let's just think about the nice people who treat us nicely and let's treat them nicely too and ignore the mean people. It's not nice to let go all the sadness on the nice people, right?

6- Does ice cream make you happy?
Haha, sometimes...when taken occassionally. When taken too much, it's kinda fattening, lots of miles to run later la ;)

7- Do you sing in the shower?
Almost always...and always annoy the neighbours. Hmm, I may look/seem quiet but I'm telling you, I'm not a quiet toilet singer hehe.

8- When it rains, do you like to splash in the puddles?
no way

9- If you see a pretty girl walk down the street, do you smile and tell her she's pretty?
No. I'll be kinda envy and wished that I'm pretty too hehe...but I'm not.

10- Do you notice when people have pretty eyes?
Yes, unless it's behind specs...if someone has long lashes, I'll go like, "Omigod, did you put on mascara?"

11- Have you ever cried at a movie?
Not in the cinema...at home, yes.

12- Is it cute when old people are holding hands?
No, it's weird...are they on drugs...or...

13- Are you a happy person?
Sort of. Not always happy, tho, cuz I get into mess sometimes.

14- Do you tend NOT to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen?
Sometimes, especially if I've been through it before. Sometimes I'll wait until that particular moment to think about something bad. Sometimes I'm a worryward...sometimes I'm too busy that I'll worry about it after I've done something more urgent or I'll have more to worry about.

15- Is it okay to cut off Barbie's hair?
I cut my Barbie's 1cm hair two weeks ago because it's damaged.

16- Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach
hurt?
yes...twice I think. Then, I thought I was having appendix.

17- --was it recently?
No, it was about 14 months ago...a long time ago.

18- Are you slightly lazy?
Sometimes I feel lazy to get up, sometimes I feel lazy to do my tasks but I'll have to do them eventually, anyway.

19- Do you like to drive with the windows down?
not really...the wind's kinda distracting

20- If you have twenty dollars, are you rich?
if I live in a land with freebies all around...







feileb sti dna evol:.

* I found this from my friend's bulletin board but wouldn't post it on friendster cuz i try to make it a point not to help flooding the board ; )

Q: Would u choose to like someone but she/he doesnt love you?
A: I'll like him but when I found another person who happens to like me when I like him (it's not impossible to have a crush on different ppl, right?), I'm gonna forget about that guy who doesn't love me...and I'll love the guy who love me. Kinda loyal, ya know.

Q: What if u got a steady le..but u like another gal/guy again?
A: None of my business.

Q: Do u haf the guts to tell these guy/gal that u love them?
A: I only like single guy(s)...ask my friends. I mean, my friends at college.

Q: Do you believe in love?
A: Yes

Q: Does it last forever?
A: It's easier to say than done but I suppose you gotta throw it a lot of commitment and efforts

Q: Is Being a friend better den being steady?
A: In some ways, yes...in another way, no. You can't marry a friend and plus, if you're someone's friend and when that friend meets someone else and fell in love and tells you about it, you're supposed to be happy for him but if you like that someone so much, there's no way you'll be happy hearing that he has met someone else, right? It's not sincere anymore, right?

Q: After a break up..is it possible to be friends
A: Depends on why we broke up. If I dumped him, then no...we're probably never gonna be friends, ever.

Q: Do looks really matter?
A: Everyone knows look does matter. I'm not gonna lie. Look really kinda matter but if a normal-looking guy has an attractive personality and is compatible with me, he's kinda cute in my eyes, ya know. On the other hand, a really gorgeous guy with a dull personality or playboy traits, he's kinda...erm, not gorgeous or cute at all.

Q: If u got a steady...did he/she really understand you?
A: That depends, my last attempt was such a crack on the head cuz we had personality clashes and we can't talk much about anything and he kinda pretends a lot so...no, he didn't understand me at all.

Q: What is love?
A: A natural attraction, care and understanding.

Q: How are u going to tell him/her that you like him/her?
A: No idea. Never really said those things before.

Q: Are you scared of being rejected?
A: Not really...I'm more afraid that I couldn't sustain a relationship when it's a relationship. I'll be extra careful next time.




Thursday, May 27, 2004


pihsnoitaleR :.

Check out Evan Williams's blog...pretty technical, lots of info about Blogger.

Anyway, I had some reading about the street's law...I mean, the drivers' law. It's kinda dumb because I never really liked law that much but it did keep the world in place somehow. Kinda bored from reading it, but it's slightly more interesting to me than before...the book doesn't smell, mm-hmm.

Went to work today, kinda busy...noticed this guy who was working nearby...new guy, I must say, kinda cute...kinda like looking into computers too. Then, when I turned to him unintentionally, he'll look kinda surprise and all that. Then I saw Tgihaco...how does that feels like?...nothing, no feeling after a year. Maybe I was right from the middle...I just liked the way he looked but don't really like him.

My friends saw him and thought he was 26...I thought he was 22...who cares. That's the best thing about being single. You can look around, have crushes on anyone you like and then forget about them like it's nobody's business...kinda commitment-less...easy-going. Hoy, life's good when you're single...UNTIL...you get a traditional candy bar that spelled "engagement of...and..." (got it last year, one of my friends called me up and came to give me the engagement candy with some Chinese wording I couldn't read...the later is my fault).

Next to the almost-the-worst scenario, you smelled freedom all the time while you're single...until...you're about to go out with your friends when they're bringing their BOYFRIENDS...ouch! That's plain hurting, watching them arguing the girlfriend-boyfriend way...kinda cute but it still reminds me of a lot of thing. Not only sometimes I felt reluctant to go out because my friends are not single...sometimes going out with couples just remind me that I'm going on 21 and should have a boyfriend but don't have one...single and sometimes available...sometimes not. That depends. Now, where do I stand?

Maybe it was from my almost-relationship (or maybe it was a relationship in some terms but it's too short a term to be considered as a relationship), the one when I agreed to be someone's gf without knowing that guy much and later, refused to go out with him (on our own) because I don't trust him. With lots of criminal cases in this world, it's hard to predict what a stranger will do.

Then, I realized that a relationship is built on trust...and it's hard for me to trust someone unless they're my friend...and not all friends will have a crush on you (or me) at the right time. That was when I ended the almost-relationship...less than a week with no turning back, a long time ago...that was my story, true story...something I believed have taught me the reality about relationship. What a good start.

Then, even my driving instructor saw me driving down the road and asked, "Did your boyfriend teach you how to drive?" I replied, "Erm...no." He asked, "Did he drive?" I replied, "I don't know." He went blur and asked, "Huh?" In the end I said, "No boyfriend." He laughed (yes, he laughed) and said, "It's impossible. You're a grown up..." Then he said something which I didn't remember. Was he trying to tell me that I didn't look single or he was making fun of me cuz I'm still single at this age?

Owh, just hate to tell people that I'm single. Sometimes I'll joke and tell a guy (especially guys I just met or guys who annoyed me) that I have a boyfriend, a fiance or I'm married. One of my colleagues still think that I'm 29 years old, married and has 2 kids. Haha, if only I'm 29 and married with two kids...my life must be kinda good ; ) oh, drop in a career too. I want a career to kill my time.




Wednesday, May 26, 2004


Next up

It's over and done....but the heartache keeps...okay, haha, so glad that the test is over...and I passed!!! Congratulation to me *puke*...hehe, I'm so bad at anything that has to do with etiquette or law...so glad that it's over...I'm halfway down the road now.




Monday, May 24, 2004


Some good forums

Here are a list of forum which you can get infos, learn a some new tricks, read some posts, help some people etc...



  • CSS Creator

    Like the name indicates, it's a forum concentrating on Cascading Style Sheets. If you're one of those lazy learners (like me) who just hates books and wants to know what can be done with the language. Jump over, click on the link.


  • HTML Forums

    Before I comment on the content, I'm gonna hafta tell you that I really like the top image of that forum. It's kinda cute. Back to the content, it actually discusses more than just HTML. You can find posts on PHP, Database (inc SQL), graphic designing, cliparts, Flash, Multimedia.....and also HTML, include a large discussion on Cross Platform Layout. Psst, they have more than 12,000 (as of 24th May 2004) members.


  • VisualBuilder.com

    Discusses about Java, ASP, .NET, ASP, Visual Basic, Delphi, C++, PHP, Perl, UML, Oracle, XML, etc, etc. You'll also be able to find tutorials on ASP, JSP, XML, UML, etc.


  • Webdesign / HTML forum @ about.com

    About.com is a large info portal and welcome to the forum...oh, it's not bad, but you gotta know what you're searching for. It doesn't really have the look of the other forums on the Internet but it's really a good place to visit.


  • PHP Forum

    Need to elaborate more? ; ) It contains discussions on PHP, HTML, SQL, CSS...PHP jobs included. Haven't really read anything in the forum...just bumped into it on the search engine but I guess any forum with lots of people is a good forum :)







Sunday, May 23, 2004


Yay...

Okay, now I feel much better. Guess it was over but I'm really gonna give it another shot. Nope, not gonna give up. If I'm gonna do it over and over for 10 times, I would. Hopefully by that time I'm not too exhausted.

I tried to download some software from GNU.ORG.

Oh, if anyone needs a free graphic software, try GIMP. It's more suitable for image manipulation than desktop printing. It's most probably the best free image manipulation software available.





Click here for more screenshots.

It comes with a free Gimp - Official Handbook in HTML or PDF. English and German versions are available.






Word of wisdom...

Someone said this to a crowd of students:


"You can share knowledge with someone but you will never be able to share your experience."


Sounds mean? Not. I think he's right. That does means indirectly that no matter how many computing books we've read, we gotta put it into practice to gain the experience. Ok, now I sound like a hypocrite haha...

Oh, gosh, it's so sickening. Lots of things aren't going so well lately.

This morning was aweful, I'm not gonna elaborate...it's lame, nobody else's fault but mine. I can't believe that I'm such a big idiot and become so damn nervous over a small thing.

Btw, it wasn't such a good thing. My mom called me and asked how it went after it was over, and I told her the truth but oddly, I sounded kinda angry...I really shouldn't have been. I wasn't angry, I was just a bit annoyed that it didn't go well.





Friday, May 21, 2004


So...my whole day...

It was a normal day at work (yup, happy to be back) and totally normal...I mean, almost totally...except that I met some new colleagues...actually, two girls having their industrial training at my workplace. It was a surprise because I hadn't been back there for a long time...I got transfered here and there and finally. Their presence is nevertheless a good thing because it can help lighten our loads since I had some paperworks to finish up and everyone's kinda busy doing something.

Besides that, there are some new surprises that never crossed my mind. Ok, btw, I'm naive.

By the way, I started to write poems again and still didn't think that they are qualified as real poems. I'll post it online on the new section soon but I'll post one here...I use a lot of . Pardon me for my grammar because I'm not an English literature student or a professional poet. I'm a person who likes to write without many rules hehe...freedom of expression muahahaha...*pause* I think my brain stops functioning now ;P


Shadow
I've always wished that I can change my life,
Shaping it into whatever form I wish to see,
But life doesn't always go my way,
My past is my shadow and I'm trying not be afraid of it,
I didn't want to scare myself,
Or run from it,
It's with me but I'll be able to forget it was there,
Cuz it didn't worth as much as looking forward,
But sometimes I can't forgive my past,
And all the mistakes I have ever done,
Knowing that they can't be erased,
Or even be forgotten by me or some others,
but I'll try to carry on,
Forgive others while I learn to forgive myself,
Cuz sometimes it's hard to walk on while looking backward,
And I know nobody's perfect and that includes me,
I'll try to live with my shadow,
Knowing that it's part of me,
Some might keep looking at it,
But it's not what I'm all about.


I wasn't talking about shadow. It's a metaphor. I love using metaphor. Btw, the poem above doesn't really reflect my thinking all the time. It was just written when I thought about some stuffs I did back then...like, years ago or something...things like I hurt someone's feeling and now that person doesn't like me even when I'm not someone who I used to be. It happened but it's not as serious as I wrote. I'm making up part of it hehe.

Come on, I'm one of those people who are blur about many things...especially when it comes to relationship and feelings. I still had no idea why I was so blur at that. That is supposed to be like a human's essential knowledge and I had no idea how to express it. Some said that first-borns are naturally blur at that so it's not really my fault. Blame it on my environment...hehe, I'm kidding, I love my environment and everyone in it.




Tuesday, May 18, 2004


What would your Japanese name be? (female)







What kind of girl are you?

GIRLY GIRL - Clever Kitty
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..




What kind of girl are you?
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The Reason

I had no idea why (or maybe I know why) but I really fell in love with a song. It's Hoobastank's Reason. Man, it wasn't the first time I heard that song but this morning was the first time I noticed that song and it reminded me of some stuffs which I can't possibly change...my past.

A long time ago, I had a huge crush on a guy (whose face I didn't really recall, don't blame me...i was 13) and knew that it was love at first sight (or crush at first sight) and my close friends knew about it...everyone except him. He was my friend and I wanted to be a good friend but ended up treating him like a trash and I still didn't know why I acted that way.

Sometimes I felt like it was something I've never been through, I wish I didn't, but that was my mistake...sometimes I didn't know why I was so mean but I learnt from my mistake and hoped that it has changed the way I thought. Still, I had lost a friend, who probably still think that I hated him for no apparent reason...or could it be that he had forgotten about me?

Anyway, I was walking down the Satok building about a year ago when I thought I saw someone who "looked" like him (I'm still not really sure). That guy stared at me and after sometime, he turned and walked away. The next time I walked pass, he was with a girl (a girlfriend, I think) but he didn't notice me. Oh, well...that was my past, not my present. I used to be really upset over him but now, my life's as good as it gets...I'm okay.


Artist: Hoobastank
Song: The Reason


Lyrics:

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you






Sunday, May 16, 2004


major cleanup

I spent hours cleaning up my bedroom...erm, not really cleaning it actually. It was more like major clearance haha. I was not in such a good mood lately so I decided to throw some old stuffs away, that's my best theraphy but it's the dustiest theraphy ever existed, I guess. It has been months since I've opened the drawer, the bags are trapping dusts, like antiques hehe. Luckily I put on a surgical mask but it was so hard to breathe. How did the doctors breathe with that on their face?!

Honestly, I would have made some good money had I sent the stuffs to the recycling centre ;P No, I didn't recycle, I throw it into the rubbish bin. Interestingly, I also found some stuffs I forgot I had or I forgot I did years ago. Like, for example, I designed a simple house years ago, using the CAD software but I didn't know much about draughting then. Actually, I still don't know much about architecture. Besides that, I found my Barbie dolls in one of the boxes...gosh, I didn't know how I damage their nice hairs back then. I think I washed their hair with soap and put gel all over their heads.

I packed up all my Form 4 & Form 5's textbooks and references and hoping to get rid of them soon. I'm sick of having them in my room...very space-consuming.











system cramp

I went to work yesterday, and everything seemed pretty normal except that I was working at a different branch and then I went home after a long day at work and saw this cute guy at the cell phone shop in the morning and then didn't remember him at all, and then i saw this young boy (I mean a really young, say, 15 years old) who came by a few weeks ago and I saw him walking by with his mother. He's sort of geeky and seemed goody but he's adorable and I'm very sure that he's going to turn into someone cool, in a good way. I mean, you don't often see a 15 year-old who cares very much about his school project, do you?

Then, I went home and turned on the computer, thinking of going online and then I saw an error in the InCD icon at the taskbar so I went to check my Nero. A alert popped up and said that one of my Operating Systems' files are missing. Then I found out that someone had downloaded a program from the Internet and suspected that it was the cause.

And I was slightly lucky (sort of) that I read about the Systems Restore function that comes with the Microsoft Millenium Edition (ME). I learned it because it had something to do with the time my PC was infected by virus. So I restored my system and realize that I never did a Restoration Point and the latest point I had was in June 2003 (about a year ago). I didn't really look at it and proceeded and realized that it was 2003!!! Man, you cannot believe, I cried a bit cuz I was sick of going through all the processes of installing all the drivers I had in my computer since June last year.

When it was restored, I realized that some stuffs had changed. They detected my Aztech modem and my burner as new hardware. Hate it. Yeah, I was the one who configurated the connection and the modem back then but I don't even remember what I had that day or what I did. I was searching for the NIC's driver and everything and the last thing I remembered, the diskette they provided me back then was damaged. I recalled going to an Internet-connected place somewhere to download the driver from the Internet.

However, i did remember that I kept a backup of the driver but didn't remember where I put it. Then, I realized that the O.S. came with the driver and I installed it and all that. Then the installation of the modem, the burner and the others continued but I'm not sure if everything's functioning normally cuz I haven't tried all the programs. I had a feeling that some setting was changed back to the old days and I even had to reinstall my Google Toolbar. the thought of going back to the past was dreadful even it was my systems going back to the past and not me. I had to move forward, though.

Just when I thought that I had such a nightmare, my cousin called at 10-something at night and asked, "Why is my computer shutting down 60-seconds after I opened my Internet Browser?" Omigod, that's SASSER!!!





Saturday, May 15, 2004


What Do You Truly Desire?

DesirePeace
Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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~THE big LOVE TEST!!

5
FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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What movie Do you Belong in?





Friday, May 14, 2004


forum

I spent my entire morning attending a Unity Dialogue Ceremony (sort of like a forum) also known as the "Majlis Dialog Perpaduan" attended by one of the ministers in the Prime Minister Office, some other ministers, lecturers, gov & private sector rep, students, National Service Trainers & Trainees, village reps, and the members of the public. It was organized by the Department of National Unity and Integration (they called it "Jabatan Perpaduan Negara dan Integrasi Nasional) and the Department of Prime Minister.

The citizens got to address their issues to the ministers and received feedbacks or explanation from them (the ministers). This was actually the first held in Kuching. I didn't say anything because I didn't think I had any related problem(s).

After the dialogue and lunch, the students council members (me included ;P) went for a photo-taking session and then, I went to the pictorial library to look at the historical pictures, stamps and so on while waiting for my father to arrive. I didn't get to look at all the things there because I was reading the stories when I walked pass the papers with stories printed on it, haha. I'm crazy for antique pictures and old stories.

I thought the forum was somewhat highly political and I wasn't such a political-minded person so it was awkward for me to be there at the beginning. Thank God that the ministers were not that stiff-looking so there were some jokes cracked here and there. It was okay but the waiting was long because we arrived a little too early.




Thursday, May 13, 2004


day-ruiner

What kind of person enjoy creating viruses that hit people they don't even know?!! Dammit, my computer got hit by viruses. Awh gee, hopefully my systems is alright. Hell, those writers posted the infected computer's system information on a website somewhere around the web, hope they'll have a nicey terms in jail or get their a$$ burnt.




Wednesday, May 12, 2004


Bored II

*Sigh* Bored...again. I'm not sure what to blog either...I'm really bored, as in having nothing in mind. Can it be worse? Hope not.

I was checking to see if my latest blog was already listed in Yahoo! and it had. They're good.

At this point of my life, I gotta find something new to do before I begin to feel old. Awh, I should learn XML soon, I've been putting it on hold since last semester.

Btw, can a person like another person for like a year without even really knowing the other person, not even the name? Taxing, taxing... ;P






Bored...

Horrible weather & high temperature, I must say, makes me dizzy and uncomfortable. Some plans for the semester holiday (besides working)...LEARN NEW SONGS!!! I'm still not gonna sing on mic, anyway, but I gotta sing some other songs which are not something from Jay Chou. I'm kinda sick of singing Qing Tian and Ai Qing Xuan Ya...and that Mirai E which was something I sang for ages...that's an old song, anyway, released somewhere in 1997 or 1998 by Kiroro. Hey, I should start singing Stacie Orrico's songs for fun, of course.






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New fresh air

My last exam paper today, woohoo...I can smell holiday!!! Or kinda smelling it *LOL*. Two months of lecture, projects, presentations, tests, quizzes and READING about computer etiquettes...it all wrapped up and rolled up into a single final exam paper. Now that it's over, I can turn to something else I had in mind. I got plans, yep, plans (or did I?)...Oh man, hopefully I did okay in the exam. There's one thing called post-exam freedom and then there's another thing called the pre-result syndrome.




Tuesday, May 11, 2004


Most Wanted $$$

Microsoft is taking a big step towards hunting down major virus writers (especially the SoBig virus, MyDoom virus and MSBlast worm, and maybe Sasser worm) in its Antivirus Award Program. They might be rewarding the informants up $250,000. This move led to an arrest of the creator of Sasser worm (and the source code was confiscated) but many believed that the worm was created by the Skynet virus-writing gang, which was also believed to be behind all variants of the mass-mailing computer virus known as Netsky.




Monday, May 10, 2004


Blogger's New Look

The new Blogger interface looks really awesome. If you're not yet a Blogger member, you should register and start blogging. If you don't really know what a blog is, visit http://www.blogger.com/tour_start.g.

Nothing new with me these days, except that my final exam is 2 days away!!! I'm gonna bury myself with books later. The weather's uncomfortably warm and it's really just too hard to concentrate. There will be some programmes scheduled for me for a few days after my exam and then I'm hoping to go to work for the holiday. I haven't talked to my manager, though. Let's just hope everything is gonna be okay.




Saturday, May 08, 2004


Free Browser. Anyone?

Mozilla vs. Internet Explorer (IE). My opinion: Mozilla users formed a community and Mozilla offers patches in its start-up page. The best of all, it's free. Beware, though, they releases two versions...the testing version where users voluntarily become a software tester, and the stable version.

The downside, most websites are optimised for IE 5.x and there's a big chance that Mozilla users will not see the intended layout design. It might be improved over time, though.

The pros about IE., well, it's one of the most commonly-used browsers (I uses IE as well, but sometimes I use Mozilla because it's just as good and it has a dinosaur icon ;P which is cute). The downside, IE is not a freeware and you gotta pay or buy the latest version of the Operating System to have the latest version of IE, which isn't anywhere near the cheap zone.




Thursday, May 06, 2004



Just a reminder to myself and to the tech lovers, remember to visit http://www.zdnet.com for enterprise news, downloads, reviews, prices, etc...Where Technology Means Business.




Tuesday, May 04, 2004



If you understand Hokkian or Singlish, there's one page you should visit... http://www.talkingcock.com ;P




Saturday, May 01, 2004



Want to do something super interesting today? Want to keep the entire Internet??? Or save the world by keeping a backup of the Internet? Please click here to download the Internet.

Haha, it's just a joke, nobody can download the Internet but anyway, if you hadn't clicked on the link, try clicking on it just for the sake of it. Anyway, I got it from http://www.w3schools.com/. It's an Internet Developer Portal. It's a perfect place to go to if you're interested in the development of the Internet, especially the languages like the XML, XHTML, HTML, CSS, Javascript, DTD, SQL, ADO, ASP, etc...it's totally amazing.




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