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Check out Evan Williams's blog...pretty technical, lots of info about Blogger.

Anyway, I had some reading about the street's law...I mean, the drivers' law. It's kinda dumb because I never really liked law that much but it did keep the world in place somehow. Kinda bored from reading it, but it's slightly more interesting to me than before...the book doesn't smell, mm-hmm.

Went to work today, kinda busy...noticed this guy who was working nearby...new guy, I must say, kinda cute...kinda like looking into computers too. Then, when I turned to him unintentionally, he'll look kinda surprise and all that. Then I saw Tgihaco...how does that feels like?...nothing, no feeling after a year. Maybe I was right from the middle...I just liked the way he looked but don't really like him.

My friends saw him and thought he was 26...I thought he was 22...who cares. That's the best thing about being single. You can look around, have crushes on anyone you like and then forget about them like it's nobody's business...kinda commitment-less...easy-going. Hoy, life's good when you're single...UNTIL...you get a traditional candy bar that spelled "engagement of...and..." (got it last year, one of my friends called me up and came to give me the engagement candy with some Chinese wording I couldn't read...the later is my fault).

Next to the almost-the-worst scenario, you smelled freedom all the time while you're single...until...you're about to go out with your friends when they're bringing their BOYFRIENDS...ouch! That's plain hurting, watching them arguing the girlfriend-boyfriend way...kinda cute but it still reminds me of a lot of thing. Not only sometimes I felt reluctant to go out because my friends are not single...sometimes going out with couples just remind me that I'm going on 21 and should have a boyfriend but don't have one...single and sometimes available...sometimes not. That depends. Now, where do I stand?

Maybe it was from my almost-relationship (or maybe it was a relationship in some terms but it's too short a term to be considered as a relationship), the one when I agreed to be someone's gf without knowing that guy much and later, refused to go out with him (on our own) because I don't trust him. With lots of criminal cases in this world, it's hard to predict what a stranger will do.

Then, I realized that a relationship is built on trust...and it's hard for me to trust someone unless they're my friend...and not all friends will have a crush on you (or me) at the right time. That was when I ended the almost-relationship...less than a week with no turning back, a long time ago...that was my story, true story...something I believed have taught me the reality about relationship. What a good start.

Then, even my driving instructor saw me driving down the road and asked, "Did your boyfriend teach you how to drive?" I replied, "Erm...no." He asked, "Did he drive?" I replied, "I don't know." He went blur and asked, "Huh?" In the end I said, "No boyfriend." He laughed (yes, he laughed) and said, "It's impossible. You're a grown up..." Then he said something which I didn't remember. Was he trying to tell me that I didn't look single or he was making fun of me cuz I'm still single at this age?

Owh, just hate to tell people that I'm single. Sometimes I'll joke and tell a guy (especially guys I just met or guys who annoyed me) that I have a boyfriend, a fiance or I'm married. One of my colleagues still think that I'm 29 years old, married and has 2 kids. Haha, if only I'm 29 and married with two kids...my life must be kinda good ; ) oh, drop in a career too. I want a career to kill my time.

posted by Francisca | 11:18 PM

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